At some point in your life, the person you are looking at now will no longer be in your life. Figure out what your regrets would be at that point in time, and try to make decisions now that will make you happier in the long run. You never ever have anything to lose because at some point, the people that remember what you "lost" will be no where to remind you.
thank you for the free advice. it is appreciated. and when she isn’t in my life, my regret will be having lost her. but no matter what i do, i’m afraid that will always be the same answer